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Sometimes theatre pieces draw me in, cause me to deeply connect intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually with the action of the play, and leave me spellbound. I love those evenings, and it is for those that I keep going to theatre, fingers crossed and ever eager. Doug Wright’s I Am My Own Wife has been lavished with so much positive press and received so much acclaim, including a Tony, a Pulitzer, and a couple of shelves full of other prestigious awards. Arizona Theatre Company has a long track record of producing amazing theatre, and Bob Sorenson is a subtle and fully committed actor. Naturally, I willingly rushed to the Tuesday evening performance through the crowds of sports fans. What this production, directed by the often amazing Samantha K. Wyer left me was mystified. What did I miss? Why was everyone else getting so much from this while I felt cold?
I appreciate Charlotte Von Mahlsdorf (Sorenson), the transvestite
who survived both the Nazis and the Communists in East Berlin with her antique
furniture and cross-dressing habits intact. My basic misgivings are textual,
though there are some production choices that distance me, too. While the audience
gave Sorenson and the show a standing ovation, I was vexed by the event, and
I felt odd for not empathizing with what everyone else seemed to.
Wright’s one-man show features a gross of characters the actor is required
to slip on throughout the show, including Charlotte, Wright himself, his friend
Doug, and a host of Germans and Russians inside and out of the ruling parties
with whom Charlotte dealt. Admittedly I have a bias against one-person shows
in general, although there have been several over the past few seasons that
spoke to me. This works in the context of the character, for Charlotte herself
wears many faces throughout her existence, but the choice of having the playwright
include himself among these feels facile, an easy way to make this material
work. The drama of the piece is less about Charlotte’s life and her questionable
choices than what she meant to Wright, and that just doesn’t feel particularly
dramatic to me.
The actor portraying Charlotte for the most part remains dressed as Charlotte and assumes physical and vocal changes to become the others. This is right up Sorenson’s alley, for some of his greatest success (Fully Committed, Irma Vep) have asked him to do the same. Sorenson’s voices are distinctively strong and sharp, and his physicalizations are for the most part very different and appropriate for each of the many roles, but for some reason his main characters seem rooted at the wrist. Wrist actions appear quite important here, with Charlotte’s oddly angled, Wright’s agile and flopping. Other characters are expressed in varying degrees through wrist positions and usage. Wyer and Sorenson probably did not mean to settle on the wrists, but they became a weird focus for me while I watched, nearly to the detriment of the many other strong choices by Wyer and Sorenson.
Despite this being a part of ATC’s RepFest, the set is grander than you’d expect. Wyer and Scenic Designer Kris Stone’s concept is initially smart and topical. However, it grows tiresome through the dramatically stronger second act, and it plays itself out before the end. This playing out is aided by Don Darnutzer’s otherwise surprise-filled and enjoyable lighting. What can you say about Kish Finnegan’s two costume designs? They work well, and it’s nice work if you can get it.
Wright’s thesis comes at a point near the end of the show, stated directly and succinctly, and there’s no subtlety about what he expects from Charlotte, from this play, and from the audience. He just didn’t get it from me. The mystery of Von Mahlsdorf will grab many people’s attention. Her plight and the subsequent questions asking what is appropriate to save a collection and a life choice are great intellectual ponderings. For me, it never left the realm of the mind to lodge in my heart. I respect the obvious amount of work Wyer, Sorenson, and the rest have done here, but rather than spellbound, I left the Herberger wishing I could have felt something more during and after seeing so many others care about it.